"Missing U" lyrics

Looking out of the window
I'm hoping you'll show up at the door
Left our situation in limbo
And so I have to let you go
This is all in my head now
I gotta leave a memory behind
So when I picture you out with her though
I wanna put my pride aside, but I can't handle it tonight

Just 'cause I said we're through
Don't mean I ain't missing you
It's hard for me to face the truth
Gotta choose myself either way
Just 'cause I said we're through
Don't mean I ain't missing you
It's hard for me to face the truth
Gotta choose myself either way

It's time to go outside now
Or else I'll drown myself in your rain
Once I get my act together
I'll find the courage to explain
I just wanna be honest
We've got so much more to learn
Though I broke my promise
I never meant to cause you hurt, but I just wanted you to know

Just 'cause I said we're through
Don't mean I ain't missing you
It's hard for me to face the truth
Gotta choose myself either way
Just 'cause I said we're through
Don't mean I ain't missing you
It's hard for me to face the truth
Gotta choose myself either way

Just 'cause I said we're through
Don't mean I ain't missing you
It's hard for me to face the truth
Gotta choose myself either way
(Gotta say we're through)
(I ain't missing you)
(Hard to tell the truth)
(I'm gonna choose myself either way)