"fire & smoke" lyrics

Did I deserve this?
Did the person that I thought I could be run away and desert this?
And I was in the prime of my life
I didn't hurt you on purpose, baby
I've gone cold
And take my heart
And bleed my soul
And I know
I know

All I know is fire and smoke and run me over, again
All I know is fire and smoke and run me over, again

Am I fine or did I hit a wall?
Make me scream out my lungs at it all
You had me attached and
I was breaking my back
Doin' my best to make it better for you
Tried to make it
Better than I ever could have loved myself, babe
Better than you ever could have helped with my state
Tell me I'm enough and I can leave with a smile across my face

And I just wish that you could see that

All I know is fire and smoke and run me over, again
All I know is fire and smoke and run me over, again

All I know is fire and smoke and run me over, again
All I know is fire and smoke and run me over, again