"happy in the end" lyrics

I've been dreading this for awhile
Seeing you with someone else
And I thought I would be furious
But it's just nice to see you smile

I feared I damaged all of your love
I probably should have got some help
But I was stupid and delirious
To have your heart then give it up

I knew you were hopelessly devoted
So I bled you dry because I could
It took you moving on to realize
Without you I'm hopelessly broken

'Cause you were waiting on me
To finally realize something
Something I never come to know
And you were patient with it
While I left you in anguish
Never knowing where to go

I know sorry doesn't cut it
I know the damage is done
I'm not looking for forgiveness
I'm just now learning not to run

Like I have a thousand times before
I lack patience and some self control
I'm not doing this again
I just hope you're happy in the end