"Lose A Friend" lyrics

Soon as I get back well I'll be calling you
It doesn't mean I'm attached or I'm falling for you
It's not that when I'm cold I'm always thinking of you
And if the sun never rose you wouldn't even cross my mind

Street lights creep through the blinds
And the ceiling that I'm standing under ain't mine

You pretend that you're mad and think it's funny
But holy shit I'll be damned if it's something I'd miss
Oh I could easily forget how you
Put your head on my lap while I'm driving
And the sound of your laugh in-between crying
It's true
I hardly ever think of you

Pushing it down 'cause I know how this ends
Know that there's a chance I make a mess of it
Won't your stick around I don't wanna lose a friend
I know that there's a chance but I reckon it's
Better if I lie than saying what I'm already thinking
If you're willing so am I
But I won't be the first to speak
I'll be lying through my teeth
Before I tell you just how much you mean to me

Well I don't even notice when you're not around
Not a bother at all I'd rather sit here all alone
Just staring at my phone
Not chance in hell that I would marry you
Haven't even rehearsed what I would say or thought it through
I hardly ever think of you

Pushing it down 'cause I know how this ends
Know that there's a chance I make a mess of it
Won't your stick around I don't wanna lose a friend
I know that there's a chance but I reckon it's
Better if I lie than saying what I'm already thinking
If you're willing so am I
But I won't be the first to speak
I'll be lying through my teeth
Before I tell you just how much you mean to me