"Onto You" lyrics

I wonder how it'll fade out
I hear it play out in my head
Everything you said
I stand before you so small
Talking to a brick wall
Your words hold no weight
I can't relate

I used to know how to read you
Now it's hard to believe you
I catch glimpses through the fog
So far removed
You're there, ever distant
I've never been more persistent trying to get through
To you

Am I wasting my time?
I can't make you move
And I'm losing my mind
Trying to hold onto you

Oh and I'm losing all my self control
Just when I think I've got a hold
You're already slipping through my hands

I must've wandered off too far
Got lost in the dark
If I'm way out here
Where are you?
I'm so out of place
You can't even meet my gaze
I must've stayed too long
I didn't get the cue