"Fail" lyrics

Was your wish that I hadn't seen you when they came to take you away?
Was your wish that I would believe you to make you stop and make you stay?
Did you think that I'd never leave you, that I'd be there from dusk 'til day?
Did you think that I'd always save you and carry you on my arms through the fallen rain?

And how can you deny me hope?
And how I wish you'd rise to see you walk the water
Can you deny my hopes when...
'Cause all you really did was just to make it hurt

Did you think of all the blame that you left me with?
Did you think of all the guilt that I now feel?
I thought that I was as close as someone ever get
I was so wrong to think that I knew you

So now I relive that moment every day
Asking forgiveness for the things that I never got to say
And how will I ever rid the thoughts or even make them fade away...

How can you deny me hope?
And how I wish you'd rise to see you walk the water
Could you forsake all hope to fail?
And all you really ever achieved was to make me fall into the water

And how could you give up the chance to make us work again?
And why, 'cause all you really did was just to make us fall into the water
Would you not offer me the chance to prove I'll change?
And how, 'cause all you really did was just to make us fall