"Heights" lyrics

I don't know how to say this to you
I just know I have to speak the truth
I don't know where I'm going from here
I don't know who I am without fear

I don't know how to say this to you

Even the things that I'm certain of
I don't how to live this life
I just know that this can't be right
It's all a lie

No matter how hard I try
I just end up further into the night
Where I belong, where I belong

I don't know how to break this to you
'Cause all these years I have been saving you
I'm afraid of the silence inside
I'm afraid of things I can't deny

I don't know how to stand on my own
Feels like I'm lost and always alone
Keep faking the way that I smile
I'll keep pretending that I'm alright
I'm all these lies

No matter how hard I try
I just end up further into a night
But I hold on, I hold on