"The Beholder" lyrics

Sun sets the light's in slow decay
A search that never stop but change
And all I ever had has now been washed away
And even though I know my tide is coming
I feel a need to stay right here

Sun sets the light's in slow decay
I drown and now I drift away
I'm at the river bottom
Let the river flow
Because I

Never
Never felt I found my way
I feel like the...
Like the inside's my enemy
Never
Never felt I found my way out
Never felt I found the way out

Run all you can to prevent that your heaven's falling
And I can't save your soul
Your drowning and you drift away
I feel my faithlessness has overthrown me
Let river life run through your darkest days
I'm at the river bottom
So let the river flow

Never
I never felt I found my way
I feel like the...
Like the inside's my enemy
Never
Never felt I found my way out

Listen child you'll grow older
You will see and become a beholder

'Cause I have tried my hardest
And can't believe I don't know
Because I know all the hurting
I always faced this alone

There is a path to be found and
You've got to reach there on your own
So many worlds to discover
So many more than you'll know
You'll finally leave this hurting
To never more feel alone (I feel alone)
And stand on top of all burdens
A brand new world to know
And soon you're so much wiser and then you're free
To become
A beholder

Never...