"My And Me" lyrics

I've been doing lots of questioning
Like "What am I investing in?"
The silence getting deafening
You should be the medicine
Now what's it gonna take for me to change me
Before it's too late in this daydream
Maybe let someone embrace me
Before the aliens erase me
Now, I don't want to be this lonely
But I don't want to see my homies
I don't want to be this roaming ghost
Didn't want to get this deep involved
I've been deceiving myself almost daily
I've been avoiding your calls like it pays me
I've been trapped up in this room with a daydream
Maybe I should have just let you embrace me

Ain't it a lonely feeling
Talking 'bout my and me
Instead of we and free

And it's just the way it is
We need each other
And I've been fighting it
Like you're not my brother
I don't know where my enemy is
But looking in the mirror there he is
A butterfly talking in the mist
Whispering that armour is a myth
And I don't need you close (That's a lie)
I don't need you, no (That's a lie)
I don't need to know (That's a lie)
I just want to be alone (That's a lie)
If I share these problems, might get multiplied
'Cause you're gonna try and solve them and I don't know why
'Cause you're gonna try solve them and I won't comply
You must have been talking to that butterfly

Ain't it a lonely feeling
Talking 'bout my and me
Instead of we and free
Ain't it a lonely feeling
Talking 'bout them and me
Instead of family
Ain't it a lonely feeling
Being just me
Being just me