"Euphoria" lyrics

Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing

Am I caught in a moment? Am I stuck in repeat?
Is this my so called future?
Trapped in the same routine
That seems to never end
On a drip feed, getting used to it
And they said it wouldn't hurt a bit, so

Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing
It's like I'm sleep walking and over everything
Pretending I'm just fine, where is my peace of mind?
Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing

Was I dumb? Was I stupid to think I'd be okay?
Praying I get amnesia to make it all just go away
To get away, 'cause nothing here can ease the pain
They said it wouldn't hurt a bit, so

Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing
It's like I'm sleep walking and over everything
Pretending I'm just fine, where is my peace of mind?
Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing

I can't feel a thing, no
I can't feel a thing

'Cause some days I bleed and do what I'm told
Some days I just dream and run away just to cope
Some days I just scream, some days I just choke
Some days I believe there's no tomorrow
But now I know

This is euphoria, but I don't feel a thing
It's like I'm sleep walking and over everything
Pretending I'm just fine, where is my peace of mind?
Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing

All I ever wanted was to feel alive
I can't feel a thing
All I ever wanted was to feel this life
I can't feel a thing
Oh, I'm pretending I'm just fine
Where is my peace of mind?
Is this euphoria? 'Cause I can't feel a thing