"going quietly" lyrics

Can you see me still?
In early birds in dawn
She cover me when it's cold
I wanna bleed by myself
Just another toy on the shelf
I don't wanna be myself
Just another day by myself
Turn my phone off in the cell

Need the green, so innocent
It's peace when I'm by myself
Text my phone but you couldn't care
Check my pulse and it wasn't there
In my head when I'm by myself
See your face but it wasn't there
Now I'm trapped all by myself
Just a cut in your drawer

They decide on me
Can I finish, please?
It's so difficult
Cuts on my knees
She resents me
Hate the place I be
Understand me
Hold my hand, please
They can't handle me
I'm what they don't need
I'm the son of three
Wanted to stop being
That's what I believe
You're not meant for me
And it felt free, but it hurt me

I can't take the pain
I say, lie to me
Going quietly
Suicide me
I'm so tired, please
Friends all overseas
You can hold me
I'm so lonely

Undercover, please
In the dark, please
Where no lights be
Not where I can see
Don't be scared of me
Hate that, honestly
They don't like me
Hate the sight of me