"The Bitter End" lyrics

I'd die before I'd let you beat me

Lost in a moment of time
Self destruct switch on
I try
But it happens the same
Everyday

Here I go standing on the edge
Holding on to the bitter end
This is it this is me with the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again
As I look up to the sky
All the pain that is in my eyes
It's all the things that you don't see
But you best believe that it's haunting me

Stuck inside this fucking mind
Goodbye
I will shut down
Mission abort down for the count
Stuck in a cycle
Trapped in a nightmare
Losing what matters
See if I fight fair

Here I go standing on the edge
Holding on to the bitter end
This is it this is me with the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again
As I look up to the sky
All the pain that is in my eyes
It's all the things that you don't see
But you best believe that it's haunting me

I'm afraid I'm afraid
This is what I can't be
Get away, get away
I just want to be happy
[x2]

I set sail on a voyage unknown
Aboard a vessel that I call my soul
And I've been searching for what makes me whole
Sinking in the ocean on an empty boat

Take me home I'm lost all alone, all alone

I set sail on a voyage unknown
Aboard a vessel that I call my soul
And I've been searching for what makes me whole
Sinking in the ocean on an empty boat

Here I go standing on the edge
Holding on to the bitter end
This is it this is me with the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again
As I look up to the sky
All the pain that is in my eyes
It's all the things that you don't see
But you best believe that it's haunting me

They tortured me