"Ketamine" lyrics

I knew it was bad when I had no where else I could go
Hooked me up to a scanner just to tell me how I broke
They opened up my heart to show you that they finally diagnosed me

I'm one year out, I'm way too focused but I just can't sleep
I start to think about what all these drugs will do to me
If I keep doing what they tell me to I fear I'm gonna lose a part of me

(Please just let me sleep)

I need, I need
I need, ketamine
To take away
All the pain in me
I'm out of touch
With my sanity
That's what you did to me
Now I need ketamine
One small dose now I'm numb all over
It's the price I pay as the edge gets closer
I'm out of touch
With my sanity
Hate my reality
I need ketamine

You held me up
But you let me down
Six years was just to long for us
But now I'm stuck
No discretion
You made it so hard to fucking feel

I'm one year out, I'm way too focused but I just can't sleep
I start to think about what all these drugs will do to me
If I keep doing what they tell me to I fear I'm gonna lose a part of me

(Please just let me sleep)

I need, I need
I need ketamine
To take away
All the pain in me
I'm out of touch
With my sanity
That's what you did to me
Now I need ketamine
One small dose now I'm numb all over
It's the price I pay as the edge gets closer
I'm out of touch
With my sanity
Hate my reality
I need ketamine

Oh please don't wake me up
I need ketamine
I need ketamine
Oh please don't wake me up
One small dose now I'm numb all over

I need, I need
I need ketamine