"Nightmare (The Devil)" lyrics

I'm sorry if I'm not myself
I've been going through it and it feels like hell
Living with these memories they don't help

Looking back and it's been so long
You wouldn't even know it cus you been gone
I can feel it coming but I gotta move on

I'm lucid and fighting my way out the dark
Trying to breathe overwhelmed by my thoughts
Facing myself but I don't know where to start

I'm in the middle of a nightmare
And it's not going away
I'm buried under the broken dreams I don't know who to blame
I'm in a never ending nightmare
I know I'm going insane
And when I'm under the curtain call there's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save

So many wrong turns led me to this
I had the world at my finger tips
See my reflection it's making me sick
It's making me sick

I'm lucid and fighting my way out the dark
Trying to breathe overwhelmed by my thoughts
Facing myself but I don't know where to start

I'm in the middle of a nightmare
And it's not going away
I'm buried under the broken dreams I don't know who to blame
I'm in a never ending nightmare
I know I'm going insane
And when I'm under the curtain call there's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save

How many times have I fallen apart
Waking up wondering what are these scars
To figure it out I'll go back to where it starts

I'm in the middle of a nightmare
And it's not going away
I'm buried under the broken dreams I don't know who to blame
I'm in a never ending nightmare
I know I'm going insane
Insane
And when im under the curtain call there's nothing left to save
There's nothing left to save