"in the glow" lyrics

I've been running all my life
I've been smoking, I won't lie
I'm just tryna stay alive
I'm just saying that's this life
Where am I? What am I?
Where am I, oh, where am I?
Wanna die, why can't I?
Wanna die, oh, why can't I?

Where you've been, I'll never know
You look so good in the glow
Come on, girl, let's start the show
I love you, yeah, that's an oath
Where you've been, I'll never know
You look so good in the glow
Come on, girl, let's start the show
I love you, yeah, that's an oath

Coming out, I'm low now
Out it's about to go down
Say, where were you
When I wasn't me
Never come around
Really makes me think
When you pull my hair
With your demon stare
Like you never cared
Kinda fucking scared
You've got your spell on me
I taste your energy
Colors in view on you from moonlight
That I've never seen
I only see you when it's dark out
I only catch you in a dim gleam
Only appear to rip my heart out
You only show up in my bad dreams
Why you wanna be like that?
Why you wanna make me sad?

Where you've been, I'll never know
You look so good in the glow
Come on, girl, let's start the show
I love you, yeah, that's an oath
Where you've been, I'll never know
You look so good in the glow
Come on, girl, let's start the show
I love you, yeah, that's an oath
Where you've been, I'll never know
You look so good in the glow
Come on, girl, let's start the show
I love you, yeah, that's an oath
Where you've been, I'll never know
You look so good in the glow
Come on, girl, let's start the show
I love you, yeah, that's an oath

I love you, yeah, that's an oath
In the glow
In the glow
In the glow
I love you, yeah, that's an oath
In the glow
In the glow
In the glow
I love you, yeah, that's an oath