"Escapism." lyrics

Sleazin' and teasin', she's sittin' on me
All of her diamonds are drippin' on me
I met her at the bar, it was twelve or something
Ordered two more drinks 'cause tonight I want it

A little context if you care to listen
I found myself in a shit position
The woman that I love sat me down last night
And she told me that it's over, done decision

Now I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
In fact, I don't wanna feel so I stick to sippin'
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my slim fit suit and this shit is sittin'

I'm a heart broke man
Can't smile, won't dance
In the back of the nightclub hiding my pain
I don't trust any of the people I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin for a girl who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
To the taxi, to the hotel, to my old ways

I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Doctor, Doctor
Anything please
Doctor, Doctor
Have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms, Doctor
I don't wanna feel

I'm a heart broke man
Can't smile, won't dance
In the back of the nightclub hiding my pain
I don't trust any of the people I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin for a girl who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
To the taxi, to the hotel, to my old ways

I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Doctor, Doctor
Anything please
Doctor, Doctor
Have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms, Doctor
I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Doctor, Doctor
Anything please
Doctor, Doctor
Have mercy on me
You're askin' me my symptoms, Doctor
I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
I don't wanna feel
How I did last night
Doctor, Doctor
Anything please
Doctor, Doctor
Have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms, Doctor
I don't wanna feel