"really scared of death even though I don't wanna admit it" lyrics

I'm trying, but alive while dying
Be straight up, what are you implying?
Heart breaks dumb bitch supplying
What you feel like? Keep describing
I want a A.P., but I also want a Benz truck
Keep this choppa on me when you know I feel stuck
I got wockhardt and some tecky in my white cup
Keep on fucking on this bitch I leave her star struck

My thoughts come and go, I'll just rot
Skkkkrt the Benz Wagon I'm too stuck
Mixing my emotions nonstop
Tears me up you're always stuck up
Stuck up, stuck up
Stuck up
Stuck up, stuck up
Stuck up

Starting out my day depressed and I'm still anxious
I'll tell you I'm fine, but fuck, I really hate this
I just bought a Rollie so fuck it I might feel better
But it keeps telling time and I can't seem to forget her
Big dreams, white lines all around me
I hate what I stand for lately
I been thinking suicide, but hate to let you down
I just wanna vent, but all my homies 6 feet in the ground

My thoughts come and go, I'll just rot
Skkkkrt the Benz Wagon I'm too stuck
Mixing my emotions nonstop
Tears me up you're always stuck up
Stuck up, stuck up
Stuck up
Stuck up, stuck up
Stuck up

My thoughts come and go, I'll just rot
Skkkkrt the Benz Wagon I'm too stuck
Mixing my emotions nonstop
Tears me up you're always stuck up
Stuck up, stuck up
Stuck up
Stuck up, stuck up
Stuck up