"i hope you are feeling better" lyrics

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Will I sink in the water
It's lonely to be in love
If I am more, I am more
Jaded then ever
Just left, but I miss your touch
B-B-Black my eyes, just punch me, drag me
Slit holes in my eyes
Why am I, why am I, mean to break it off
I hate this, but I want more

I don't wanna leave you behind, but you
You blew my mind, a little bit
Can you tell me everything, that I did wrong
So I won't be so empty, when I walk alone
What do, what do you want from me now
Tell me, tell me what you need from me now
I'll do my best, I know I'm a wreck
You know that I'm trying, why are you upset? Wait
Do you know that I care?
Maybe I'll try to just disappear

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Will I sink in the water
Counting the days to my death, feels like a gun to my head
Maybe you will pull the trigger instead
Isn't it me that's better
I feel better

[?]
[?] it still hurts
Trying to care
I feel so [?]
But you don't care
I know that I'm scared
I look through the dark
Trying to do this again

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Will I sink in the water
It's lonely to be in love
If I am more, I am more
Jaded then ever
Just left, but I miss your touch
B-B-Black my eyes, just punch me, drag me
Slit holes in my eyes
Why am I, why am I, mean to break it off
I hate this, but I want more