"rot" lyrics

Let me just rot right here, in my house
Let me just die right here, in this town
Knife in my lesson, cry in my car
Couple more days then I out the dark
Days feel empty, blend together
I want nothing more to do with my life here
I'm just fed up and I'm bitter
I've become something I don't wanna be

Tell me can you numb my pain, can you numb my pain
I seek refuge in knowing
That I'll leave someday

Tell me can you kill me soon, can you kill me soon
You only want me when it's convenient for yo-

Let me just rot right here, in my house
Let me just die right here, in this town
Knife in my lesson, cry in my car
Couple more days then I out the dark
Days feel empty, blend together
I want nothing more to do with my life here
I'm just fed up and I'm bitter
I've become something I don't wanna be