"Last To Sleep" lyrics

I'm always gonna be the last one
I'm always gonna be the last to fall asleep
And I can never get close enough
It always feels like you're just out of my reach
And I don't know if it feels so good
Somedays I would let go if I could

I feel more than I ever say
I don't want to admit to being afraid
Bottle up my second thoughts
They only try to get caught up in the way

Breathe in
Lights out
Nights in
Breathe out
Some things, don't show
Reasons echo

Only I'll be the one to blame
Nothing's changed, it remains
Nothing's the same
Do I love this feeling inside?
Or is it just a fucked up peace of mind

Breathe in
Lights out
Nights in
Breathe out
Some things don't show
Reasons echo
Awake and worn out
Fade in and splayed out
Leave me, reeling
Last one sleeping

I'm always gonna be the last one
Always gonna be the last one
Always gonna be the last one