"Doorway" lyrics

In the doorway
I left it open
Cold, wet air
Makes the kitchen floor wet
When it's snowing
The lawn is coated
My tongue is frozen
Against your silver neck
Are you heavy?
Rope is waiting
Swing me to sleep
Little birdie in the wind
In the center
Best friends Forever
Underwater
I can't remember

I wanted to keep everything
I wanted to keep everything
I wanted to keep everything
I wanted to keep everything
I wanted to-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o
I wanted to-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o

(One, two, three, four)
We're in the doorway
That I leave open
I find you frozen
Locked, like a secret
In the attic
I found the bag that
I packed alone
In my dorm room
Touching pieces
Tangible things
Lies on paper
Christmas season
I can't remember
Why I kept this
Yearly jumpscare
I want to find it