"Fresh Water" lyrics

Sometimes I ask myself
What am I doin' here? I'm alive, on the real
I survived through the years
Got me fillin' up 'til I'm empty
Fading 'way like my memories
I wanna talk to who sent me
The world on my neck is heavy

But don't catch no feelings
Tell me your secrets
Surrounded by demons
Don't show no weakness

I need fresh water
I'm deep in the [?] of the trench, yeah
And it keeps gettin' harder
And even when you die, it don't end
I'm stoned, do rounds in my head, no place to call home
My innocence dead, hey, don't be so soft
'Cause nothin' is lost, don't matter the cost
I carry that cross

But don't catch no feelings
Tell me your secrets
Surrounded by demons
Don't show no weakness

Yeah, they love to judge
Peep your every move
'Til my head done caught some, tangled up in blues
Pray the pockets plush and I never lose
But it's not so clear where we headed to
Head down, goin' through hell 'til I transport
Healed all my wounds, I had more than I asked for (Yeah)
Caught it in my eyes, made that L, beat the passport
Tryna slow it down but this train movin' fast forward
And I'm terrified, I be up all night
Livin' of borrowed time
Somethin' ain't sittin' quite right
I'm dozin' off 'til I see a light
Like, "Fuck, alright, I'll never get it right"

But don't catch no feelings
Tell me your secrets
Surrounded by demons
Don't show no weakness
Don't catch no feelings
Tell me your secrets
Surrounded by demons
Don't show no weakness

No-no, no, no
I'm goin' down, it's alright
I'm thinking 'bout you, oh
Don't wait until it's over
Yeah, I'll make it up to you (Give me some water)
I'm goin' down, it's alright
I'm thinking 'bout you, oh
Don't wait until it's over
Yeah, I'll make it up to you