"Sleeping" lyrics

Someone pointed out I sing a lot about sleeping
Guess I'll have to find a new thing
It's the one thing I'm not doing
Since you cut me out, I'm still awake in early mornings
Thinking about those early warnings
Kicking myself for ignoring

All the times you stood right in front of me
Holding up what you wanted me to be

But do you leave the light on?
Do you leave the car running?
Do you live the way you did before?
Do you still love me
Like when you said you still love everyone you ever loved?

You kept me around long enough to learn my patterns
Blame me for returning to them
Then said it's not about me, listen
I'm not trying to take you down
Just tryna get back up, back moving
Care less about what I'm proving
Figure out what I am losing

All the time I spent trying to read your mind
Holding out for a chance to get it right

So go leave the light on
Go leave the car running
Go live the way you did before
Go say you love me
'Cause like you said you still love everyone you ever loved