"Stop Myself" lyrics

Is it cruel just to stay with you?
Or do I give up the love that I made with you?
It's my call to make
But I don't want to make you cry

I can't take you by surprise
I swear I didn't mean to change my mind
Am I really done with you?
I don't want to run from you
I'm scared
What is it that you want from me?
Do you want to stay with me forever?
I can't put you through this
I don't want to do this, try and stop me
Because I've been trying to stop myself
I've been trying to stop myself

Is it cruel just to lie with you?
And put on a smile for awhile for ya
I think that I know
But I don't wanna let you down

I can't take you by surprise
I swear I didn't mean to change my mind
Am I really done with you?
I don't want to run from you
I'm scared
What is it that you want from me?
Do you want to stay with me forever?
I can't put you through this
I don't want to do this, try and stop me
Because I've been trying to stop myself
I've been trying to stop myself

Am I really done with you?
I don't want to run from you
I'm scared
What is it that you want from me?
Do you want to stay with me forever?
I can't put you through this
I don't want to do this, try and stop me
Because I've been trying to stop myself
I've been trying and I'm not myself
I've been trying to stop myself
I've been trying to stop myself