"opposite fantasies" lyrics

Think I'm gonna quit smokin' again, so I took down
What was left of the pack in an afternoon
Addiction's making me so complacent, it's like I wouldn't care
If the earth collided with the moon

I got these opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
Another one where I die soon
Opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
Another one where I die soon

Die soon
Die soon

Been sober since I surrendered to it, but my head still gets sick
I'm a phantom in an empty room
Living slow, take it easy these days, but the barren landscape of my heart
Starts to feel like a tomb

I got these opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
Another one where I die soon
Opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
Another one where I die soon

Die soon
Die soon
Die soon

I can't see the light, world is driftin' apart
I've learned to stay quiet in matters of the heart
To dream wasn't enough, I woke up same as I was
Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars

I can't see the light, world is driftin' apart
I've learned to stay quiet in matters of the heart
To dream wasn't enough, I woke up same as I was
Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars

I got these opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
(Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars) Another one where I die soon
Opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
(Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars) Another one where I die soon
Opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
(Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars) Another one where I die soon
Opposite fantasies, one where I live a long time
(Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars) Another one where I die soon

Die soon
Die soon
(Worse for wear, adding to my collection of scars)
Die soon