"Shelter" lyrics

Well doctor, can you help me? I'm in need of a cure
I'm standing toes out on the ledge and all I want is a push
I look around and all I see are robots, goblins, and creeps
And how the hell am I supposed to grow in all of these weeds?
Ain't nothing healthy, I know, I wish it was just for show
It's hard to talk about but if I don't, I fear I'll explode
It's not as if I don't care, I just know life isn't fair
And if you think my journey's southbound, well then, I'll meet you there

If it all burns down, it's understood
We can remake it in Hollywood

There's something in the way
It always seems like I'm outnumbered
There's something in the way
All I ever needed was shelter

Am I suicidal or homicidal? I just can't tell
It's like no matter how hard I try, I'm living in hell
'Cause all I see is the grief, it's like a fuckin' disease
And it's just a humanoid disaster built on envy and greed
Is there a means to the end? Is this whole thing just pretend?
I've got my hands out for the answers, but there's none to defend
I drank the blood from the cup and I ate the bread from the cross
I'd buy my way back into heaven if they tell me the cost

If it all burns down, I'll understand
We can remake one in Disneyland

There's something in the way
It always seems like I'm outnumbered
There's something in the way
All I ever needed was shelter

Push, pull
Push, pull
Push, pull
Push, pull

Of all the machines I've raged against
None were worth the consequence

There's something in the way
It always feels like I'm outnumbered
There's something in the way
And all I ever wanted was shelter
There's something in the way
It always seems like I'm outnumbered
There's something in the way
Will I ever find my shelter?

Push, pull
Push, pull