"Blackout" lyrics

Blackout all my feelings
Try to blackout all my pain
Blacking out the way I told you
I felt you should go away
Because now I realize I am
Just a cause of my mistakes
So I blackout
I just blackout

Pray for me, I'm broken
Past the point of being saved
I spent all my life alone
So I could never feel I'm safe
All the pressure in my mental
Like I'm floating off in space
I've been angry with the world
Since all my loved ones went away

So I just blackout all my feelings
Try to blackout all my pain
Blacking out the way I told you
I felt you should go away
Because now I realize I am
Just a cause of my mistakes
So I blackout
I just blackout

Soon as I say hello
Then it's time for me to leave
I've lost loved ones to addiction
Should have quit they couldn't see
I tune in to my depression
Like a show that's on tv
And everyone I know can feel it too
It's meant for you and me

To go and blackout
So I just blackout
I go and blackout
I just blackout