"TIDAL WAVE" lyrics

Now
I'm sinking into all my thoughts
I buried them with all my flaws
But they washed up
It feels like every time
I'm waking up with no lifeline
But I lie and say that I'll be fine
Waiting in this flood

Will I ever have strength to defeat it
Feel the weight of the world now I'm sinking
It's so dark when you start to believe it
It's so hard holding on to hope

I'm trying to escape, trying everyday
It's like a tidal wave
And it's chasing me
The pain no one sees
I'm trying to escape, trying everyday
It's like a tidal wave
And it's chasing me
The pain no one sees

Still
I'm sinking into parts unknown
The deeper end of letting go
And it feels so cold

I'm looking for a sign
But I don't want the world to know
That I'm barely holding on
And I can't hold on for long
When I'm in this zone

I'm trying to escape, trying everyday
It's like a tidal wave
And it's chasing me
The pain no one sees
I'm trying to escape, trying everyday
It's like a tidal wave
And it's chasing me
The pain no one sees

Will I ever have strength to defeat it
Feel the weight of the world now I'm sinking
It's so dark when you start to believe it
It's so hard holding on to hope

I'm trying to escape, trying everyday
It's like a tidal wave
And it's chasing me
The pain no one sees
I'm trying to escape, trying everyday
It's like a tidal wave
And it's chasing me
The pain no one sees

Will I ever have strength to defeat it
The pain no one sees
Feel the weight of the world now I'm sinking
The pain no one sees
It's like a tidal wave
I'm trying to escape