"Kiss Me With Your Headlights" lyrics

I keep making jokes
I don't know what to do
'Cause I am pretty sure you hate me
And I am clearly still in love with you

This wasn't the plan
It was only a problem
A problem I could never solve
Oh, I wonder if you've got it

And I've got friends who've never met you
They're glad that they can say that
But I am pretty sure they'd rather bleed
Before they let me call you back

I've just got scared of everyone
You've ever known
You've tried to leave
I've tried to run
I hit the ground
I saw you walking to your car
And maybe one day I'll get up
And learn to breathe through coffee cups
And then I'll leave this situation
And I will show off all my scars

And I'm sorry if I jump out my window
I just don't like walking to my car
I'll use the fall to think about escape routes
To the reservoir

You said I should fix my self-esteem
If I am never getting out of bed again
But all my confidence was wasted
And all my self-esteem was broken

Can we ignore
The coffee stains on my fingers
And the way your cellphone lingers
Over every conversation that we have

'Cause you get bored
And I know I'm not exciting
Now I know that you're not either
I'm running out things to say
Well, I'm so glad that you did

And I
I see your headlights coming
But I am happy to sit here
I am happy to sit here
And I
I see you headlights coming
But I'll lie down in the road
'Cause there is no sense in running away

And I'm still get scared of everyone
You've ever known
You've tried to leave
And I've tried to run
I hit the ground
While you walking to your car
And maybe one day I'll get up
And learn to breathe through coffee cups
And then I'll leave this situation
And I can show off all my scars