"Lost Control" lyrics

I lost control, with everybody that I used to know
I lost my home, and now I find myself out on the street
I lost my way, while walking through a city I don't know
I lost my shoes, while running from the nightmare in the snow

Met a friend, turned out to be the devil in disguise
Met a girl, who stripped me of all reason with her lies
But I have to smile, when meeting alcoholics of the street
'Cause now I know, it's not the way the world is supposed to be

But you don't understand me
It's not the way I used to be
But doesn't it seem so strange
It's me not you that's changed

Met a ghost, of somebody I didn't recognize
Said hello, turned out to be a blessing in disguise
When he said your soul, is hanging from the bridges of a dream
Turned around, I recognized the face and it was me

But I lost control
I lost control
I lost control
I lost control