"Shadow Bloom" lyrics

So the rain comes back now
After I asked it to
You could not come back now
Even if I asked you to

So
Light comes from
A time already gone
If I could see the future
I would lay down
Eat a tangerine
And make a cup of tea
Watch it all happen the same way
Watch it all happen slow

I could have the reasons why
But it wouldn't make anything right
Do you really want to know the thing
You spend your life trying to find?

Go
Back to what you love the most
There's dark inside the stars, that's where I go
And the spirit realm that calls me in
Whisper water from the shadow bloom

I don't have the reasons why
But it wouldn't make anything right
Do you even want to know the thing
You spend your life trying to find?
Secrets from the last time you felt alright
Loneliness is only the last flower to be picked

It's the dark part of me now
The part that knows what can be felt
It's what our eyes see when we dream
Beautiful things
Where the light comes from

Oh, what a special time
I can't believe it happened at all
The spirit days to make hell of
Your words inside my head
Oh, today it is the only day
How to feel all the earthy things