"The Fear Of Losing This" lyrics

Open your eyes and see what you have
But really I know inside, it's all the same in death
But my mind is mine for now

I never asked to be here at all
So why do I have to face the fear of losing it
Of losing why I live

And if I just knew I'd already be gone
I told you everything that I had the chance to
And there is no more now, no more light gold and low
There is only what I have until that goes

Now, every night, I pray to the stars
I say "Please give me love, or please just give me strength"

And colors of love, they all become gray
Like everywhere I've been, won't be there someday
It's a beautiful thing that I keep close to me
And I won't forget that nothing is mine to keep