"Spreadsheets" lyrics

I don't ever wanna go back
To all that wasted potential
The truth is that it all feels so inconsequential
And I don't have a twenty-year plan
I skipped out all of the guidelines
I guess I want a different kind of spotlight

Oh, and I'm not the girl you dreamed of
And maybe that's okay
I keep it messy in the best way
Oh, I'm not the girl you pictured
And maybe that's the point
That you keep missing

I don't wanna run my own company
I don't wanna hustle, babe
I can't cope with spreadsheets
They send me crazy
I don't wanna be in your company
If I need a strategy
I can't cope with spreadsheets
They send me crazy

Sometimes it just doesn't make sense
You're hiding all your frustration
When it's impossible to meet those expectations
I don't mean to cause you offence
Some days I wish I was different
But really you adore that I don't fit in

Oh, and I'm not the girl you dreamed of
And maybe that's okay
I keep it messy in the best way
Oh, I'm not the girl you pictured
And maybe that's the point
That you keep missing

I don't wanna my own company
I don't wanna hustle, babe
I can't cope with spreadsheets
They send me crazy
I don't wanna be in your company
If I need a strategy
I can't cope with spreadsheets
They send me crazy

All my half-made plans
You don't understand
I can't read a room
So unpredictable
I lose track of time
Then I change my mind
I'm not your dream cliché
But can we meet halfway?

Oh, and I'm not the girl you dreamed of
And maybe that's okay
I keep it messy in the best way
Oh, I'm not the girl you pictured
And maybe that's the point
That you keep missing

I don't wanna my own company
I don't wanna hustle, babe
I can't cope with spreadsheets
They send me crazy
I don't wanna be in your company
If I need a strategy
I can't cope with spreadsheets
They send me crazy