"Suicide Note" lyrics
I'm sorry I wasn't perfect enough for you
I ain't gon' cap
I love all y'all, don't never give up on me
I just felt like I ain't perfect enough for y'all
This for all my people, all my dead homeboys' mamas
But my mama...
For all my friends I let down, I'm sorry
This my suicide note before I go
This one for my niggas up that road losing hope
This for my Aunt Melissa, broke my heart saw you do coke
This one for my fans, bro I love y'all the most
And before I kill myself, then my suicide note
This one here for Dricka, Mr. Nine and Lawanda
This with Ms. Jewel, Ms. Nishi and Ms. Laronda
Y'all sons died for me and it hurt me to my body
And y'all heart can y'all forgive me
I'm just young and trying to prosper
You want me to be something that I'm not and I don't feel myself
Since I can't be your perfect man, I wanna kill myself
I swear I try to keep it real and you know real is rare
And all that love I had for you, that shit gon' still be there
If you don't hear from me again
Just know my name will still be in the wind
And if I die I hope your love not pretend
And you crossed me once, please don't do that shit again
All the promises I broke
I hope you can forgive me
Why I let you in my life and you had bad intentions?
I wonder when I'm dead and gone is your ass gon' miss me?
What made you break my heart?
Man this shit got me tripping
Every time I tell you no I just pray you don't creep
You taking everything for granted, why you think that I'm sweet?
And I can't vent this shit to you so I put it on a beat
Cause you gon' get 'round all your friends and you gon' gossip 'bout me
This one for JB and La'Herman doing life up that road
Sometimes I question God why is this the life that we chose?
I'm in my room by myself I got my Glock to my throat
I had to let y'all know my problems, this my suicide note
I just feel like...
I ain't perfect enough
You told me expectations you wanted, I mean...
I couldn't do it so you traded on me
You tried to creep me. I'm sorry I let all y'all down, I love all y'all
This one for my niggas up that road losing hope
This for my Aunt Melissa, broke my heart saw you do coke
This one for my fans, bro I love y'all the most
And before I kill myself, then my suicide note
This one here for Dricka, Mr. Nine and Lawanda
This with Ms. Jewel, Ms. Nishi and Ms. Laronda
Y'all sons died for me and it hurt me to my body
And y'all heart can y'all forgive me
I'm just young and trying to prosper
I ain't gon' cap
I love all y'all, don't never give up on me
I just felt like I ain't perfect enough for y'all
This for all my people, all my dead homeboys' mamas
But my mama...
For all my friends I let down, I'm sorry
This my suicide note before I go
This one for my niggas up that road losing hope
This for my Aunt Melissa, broke my heart saw you do coke
This one for my fans, bro I love y'all the most
And before I kill myself, then my suicide note
This one here for Dricka, Mr. Nine and Lawanda
This with Ms. Jewel, Ms. Nishi and Ms. Laronda
Y'all sons died for me and it hurt me to my body
And y'all heart can y'all forgive me
I'm just young and trying to prosper
You want me to be something that I'm not and I don't feel myself
Since I can't be your perfect man, I wanna kill myself
I swear I try to keep it real and you know real is rare
And all that love I had for you, that shit gon' still be there
If you don't hear from me again
Just know my name will still be in the wind
And if I die I hope your love not pretend
And you crossed me once, please don't do that shit again
All the promises I broke
I hope you can forgive me
Why I let you in my life and you had bad intentions?
I wonder when I'm dead and gone is your ass gon' miss me?
What made you break my heart?
Man this shit got me tripping
Every time I tell you no I just pray you don't creep
You taking everything for granted, why you think that I'm sweet?
And I can't vent this shit to you so I put it on a beat
Cause you gon' get 'round all your friends and you gon' gossip 'bout me
This one for JB and La'Herman doing life up that road
Sometimes I question God why is this the life that we chose?
I'm in my room by myself I got my Glock to my throat
I had to let y'all know my problems, this my suicide note
I just feel like...
I ain't perfect enough
You told me expectations you wanted, I mean...
I couldn't do it so you traded on me
You tried to creep me. I'm sorry I let all y'all down, I love all y'all
This one for my niggas up that road losing hope
This for my Aunt Melissa, broke my heart saw you do coke
This one for my fans, bro I love y'all the most
And before I kill myself, then my suicide note
This one here for Dricka, Mr. Nine and Lawanda
This with Ms. Jewel, Ms. Nishi and Ms. Laronda
Y'all sons died for me and it hurt me to my body
And y'all heart can y'all forgive me
I'm just young and trying to prosper
