"Nobody Knows" lyrics

I feel paralyzed
But my brain is running rampant
All these thoughts of mine
I try to keep em to myself
So that they stay in line
And maybe that's not realistic
I'm afraid to lose my mind
But would I miss it

So I say I'm fine
But that's loaded ammunition
I don't need advice
No, I just need someone listen
Or someone to hold the thoughts that I've been carrying
Or maybe help me dig a hole so I can bury 'em

Nobody knows
That I smile while inside I'm breaking
Nobody knows
When I say that I'm strong that I'm faking
Nobody knows all the tears that I've cried on my own
Trying to climb my way out of the lows
But I just hold on cause what tomorrow holds
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

Well I'm not holding my breath
But I'm breathing in and out
As deep as I can
No, I don't mean to be a burden
I'm just talking in these circles
It's the only thing that's working
Hope these walls will save their judgments
For somebody who deserves em
Because I don't deserve em

Nobody knows
That I smile while inside I'm breaking
Nobody knows
When I say that I'm strong that I'm faking
Nobody knows all the tears that I've cried on my own
Trying to climb my way out of the lows
But I just hold on cause what tomorrow holds
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

Cause no one knows
How close I was
When I had one foot on the edge
I almost gave up on myself
Hell I was hanging by a thread
It doesn't mean I'm in the clear
Or that I made it out unscathed
What I'm really trying to say is, STAY for
One more day, then one more day, then one more day

Nobody knows
That I smile while inside I'm breaking
Nobody knows
When I say that I'm strong that I'm faking
Nobody knows all the tears that I've cried on my own
Trying to climb my way out of the lows
So I just hold on cause what tomorrow holds
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

Nobody knows
So I just hold on cause what tomorrow holds
Nobody knows