"S.H.C." lyrics

(Omnipotent, omnipotent)
You are a secret that's worth keeping
And now I'm keeping my mouth shut
On the weekends
I won't hang out with anybody else
The pavement, always begging
What's it want from me?
And I keep falling backwards, looking for relief
Oh, to be free

Well, I've been counting all the minutes
And the days have been counting me

I want to live my life again
But you won't
I'll never understand the winds
But you do
I didn't know I was afraid
But you did
I want to do it again

Well, I've been sleeping
Waiting for something
But to feel nothing
At all, and avoid the call
Sometimes I'm reckless
Sometimes misdirected
And sometimes when I'm tested
I tend to do nothing at all

When I'm alone
There's a ghost that keeps talking
And I know there's gotta be more
For sure

I want to live my life again
But you won't
I'll never understand the winds
But you do
I didn't know I was afraid
But you did
I want to do it again

(Omnipotent, omnipotent)
Yeah, mm
I've been numbing my thoughts for hours
Well, I know you wanted to save me from myself
We've been wilting our young for seed
And I can't compete
We're too strong to feel
What's real

I want to live my life again
But you won't
I'll never understand the winds
But you do
I didn't know I was afraid
But you did
I want to do it again

Yeah, do you want to live forever?
Mm, ah, mm