"Vanishing Act" lyrics

I'm just a vanishing act
And I don't know my way back
So bury every piece of me
Keep it secret, don't let anyone see

I know it's hard to live your life in black and white
Been catching glimpses of grey too many times
And the longer you wallow in the hell you've made
Do you remember the feeling when your heart would fade
So I gave up on something for you to keep
I took the weight off my shoulders, left the world at your feet

You spoke of your head like a wasteland and wander alone
But you built your hell inside and called it a home
You've got a heart like a coma but I know something stirred
You put your heart to sleep without a single word
It's never been so apparent to me
Selfishness and sacrifice is all we breathe

So I'm sorry that I couldn't give you more
Your heart is broken, it's shattered at the core
I never meant for it to happen this way
But that's a fucking lie like everything I say
I didn't know it meant so much to you
But that's selfishness in everything I do
So bury every piece of me
Keep it secret don't let anyone see

So I'm sorry that I couldn't give you more
Your heart is broken, it's shattered at the core
I never meant for it to happen this way
But that's a fucking lie like everything I say
I didn't know it meant so much to you
But that's selfishness in everything I do