"Abigail (Casio Version)" lyrics

I'm just trying to know what I
Wanna die surrounded by
Of all the books, I'm halfway through
I could build a staircase up to you

Half a memory is tugging at me
Abigail, I want you be alive with me

Can't believe who I used to be
(Who I used to be)
What did I see in you? Or you in me?
(What did I see in you or you in me?)
It's good sometimes to cut her slack
(Cut her slack)
That version of myself I don't want back
(Don't want back)

If I died right now, I'd need you to see

Abigail, I want you to be alive with me
Abigail, I want you to be alive with me