"Wonderland" lyrics

You asked me if I'd regret it
But you were asking a kid
Might change your mind when you're older
Or just wish you could forget it

Not that I'm trying to play it up
But know I might come off a little nuts
Can't keep a secret and call it love
Can't see your face without throwing up

I'm older now than before
My wonderland keeps the score

More solid now than before
My wonderland keeps the score
My wonderland keeps the score
I know myself even more

Find ways to find myself beautiful
Toughen up and stick to my rituals
I know it might seem ridiculous
But no one forced you to listen to this

I hold it every day
It never goes away

I'm older now than before
My wonderland keeps the score