"Record Ender" lyrics

It's only raining on my side of town
This medication has been keeping me dumb
Maybe we fooled them all, at least I hope we did
Or maybe we were fools to stop trying, I've been lying to myself again

You're only talking
I'm always grieving the loss of my loves and my hates
If the air is heavy you can hold my breath and I'll hold yours
If it makes you happy I'll wrestle the sun, the moon, and the stars to the ground
'Til you're proud

I'm breaking down again
I wanna tell you what I never could
It takes a lot to find yourself in a place where no one looks
I'm breaking down again
My sky's been falling I hope you never knew
I promise I will try to hide if it's the last thing I ever do

If sadness finds you
Just call out my name
I'll be right beside you
'Cause it takes a mess
To love a wreck
But what does that matter anymore?

I wanna tell you what I never could
It takes a lot to find yourself in a place where no one looks
I'm breaking down again
My sky's been falling but you never knew
I promise I will try to smile if it's the last thing I ever do

I wanna tell you what I never could
I wanna tell you what I never could

Call out my name
'Cause I swear you mean
The whole world to me