"Book Smart" lyrics

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Music turned me into who I am today
At the same time, I would throw it all away
I don't feel good, but I can't explain
Is it worth it? It's hard to say
Is it worth it? If my heart, it breaks
I'm not perfect, I'm far away
Sometimes I wish I could start again
When I see people that's half my age
But I guess that it's part of the game
I don't know, it's hard to say
I'm nearly thirty, shit
Maybe I should quit
Maybe I should not do this
I feel embarrassed when I meet new people
They ask what my job is and I say that I spit
I don't know why, it's just what it is
I don't know why, but it's just what I think (Yeah)
B said, "Is this your car?" when I met him
And it made me feel good just for a second
'Cause I gotta make P
My best friend robbed me, I still blame me
The only way that I know how to see
I hope that he end up pain-free
I do get why, I get why you did it
I think that I just did, wish that you didn't
It's just another lyric
Just another lyric for the minute

And I wonder
If you ever wonder too
I'm under pressure
Are you under too?
Where my head's at
Can't see you anymore, you get that
What I gotta do for you is let go
What I gotta do for me is step back

I paint the wall in my bedroom green
'Cause it's late and I still can't sleep
Go station cafe for the grease
And tell mister I don't wanna have beans
Grown up now, I don't wanna have beef
But last summer, about 3.15
Shoreham Tesco, the one near me
Had fruit and all of the veg squashed clean
And everything happens for another reason
Happy New Year and season's greetings
Didn't go out, but for another reason
And no trophy for another season
Got a trophy wife at home sleeping
Headline show, saw Mr Steven's
Not book smart, had smarter feelings
More success than all of the teachers

And I wonder
If you ever wonder too
I'm under pressure
Are you under too?
Where my head's at
Can't see you anymore, you get that
What I gotta do for you is let go
What I gotta do for me is step back