"Dealing With It" lyrics

Grown-up
Used to know 'cause I miss you so much
I was so lost
To do next I don't know what
Want you to know that I'm dealing with it
I find it hard but I'm dealing with it
More time I see what's different
Yeah, but I'm dealing with it

Still won't deal
Want to but still don't feel
If I could, take all things in the sky I'd give em to you
That's just one of the things I'm willing to do
You'd do anything for me that's never been moved
I'd go out of this world if I went there with you
I don't know about things I've never been through
All they talk about is things that's never been true
Take me to a place I've never been too and I'll try and do all of the things I never could do
I wanna have kids whenever we do
You'll be the best parent whenever we choose
If something happened to me, well then it's on you, if something happened to you I'll happily do
What it takes I don't know but I'll back it too
Do it 'til I'm black and blue if I have to do
The way the games set up it's like we have to lose
But I don't have too though
And I don't have to prove

Grown-up
Used to know 'cause I miss you so much
I was so lost
To do next I don't know what
Want you to know that I'm dealing with it
I find it hard but I'm dealing with it
More time I see what's different
Yeah, but I'm dealing with it

Still don't pray
Want to but still won't change
If I could
Connect to something else than I would
Always liked the idea but I never thought I should
I don't wanna bad things I'm good
Don't judge me you've only seen a page of the book
You haven't seen the pain that it took
Ages it took
So many days that I looked
Out my window, lost ungrateful I stood there
Thinking how many ways that I could
Be different
Do things different I should
I guess that I'm just misunderstood
I guess that I always knew that I would
Even on my own two feet I stood
Dealing with it
Tryna do the best that I could
Dealing with it
Tryna do the things that I should