"Grey" lyrics

Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
To help us get back into the world

Sometimes it's hard to show
But if I can work out how my heart unfolds
I can work out how my heart turned cold
And I hope in the end that my past don't show
I laid seeds but the plants won't grow
And I don't know why but the spark won't glow either
Feels like when the rain pours you don't need us
It feels like with the same sort of no feelings
I can't lie there was things that were happenin'
Thoughts of leavin' everything here, I've had them
I'd like to say sorry for my absence
And just one time we can be like family
Next
The whole thing with my ex
I just want to put that behind not ahead
But I just wished you'd know me better
I can't wait for the day that my bro gets better

Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
Shining a little light to bring us back home

Sometimes it's hard to change
If I can work out how my heart turned grey
If I walked past Preston Park in the rain
And I think to myself will it start to change
Thinking
Every time that my train goes through Kingston
Get close in my head but I choose distance
I don't really know why
Sometimes it hurts
Sometimes I'm fine
Sometimes the dark things bring through the light
But everything I've thought to be true was a lie
I guess when you think about it all that's life
I guess when you think about it all that's life
I'm stuck
Feel like the whole thing's fucked
I just want things to get better for my mum
But I just wished you'd know me better
I can't wait for the day that my bro gets better

Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
To help us get back into the world