"Made It Up In Your Head" lyrics

I guess that I am a genius
Made it up in my head
Erased my past and my feelings
Peeled off like paint from the ceiling
And I leave it behind
Make it easier, give me something quickly
Something to satisfy

In your head
Is it easier, is it easier?
Are you haunted by the thing you said?
When you had your reasons

Maybe I'm better off in a fortress
In a forest where I belong
High heels worn by all the fathers
Lipstick for everyone

I guess God made all of us even
Even as I become
And we're all caught up
Can you see what I'm thinking?
And it makes no sense to either of us
As you play the maze and you

Made it up in your head
Is it easier, is it easier?
Now you're haunted by the things you said
When you had your reasons
And you made it up in your head
Is it easier, is it easier?
Are you haunted by the things you said?
When you had your reasons. (reasons to defend...)
(Even I grow old, I'll know what reasons are, I know)

Was the apple of your eye
You grew tired of the taste of it
Keep changing up your style
In love with the thought of it
You take it one more time
You surrender

You made it up in your head
Is it easier, is it easier?
Are you haunted by the things you said?
When you had your reasons
And you made it up in your head
Uncertain of the walls between us
Now you're haunted by the things you said
And you had your reasons, reasons to defend...

And you made it up
Made it up in your head
Made it up
Made it up in your head
Made it up
Made it up in your head
Made it up
Made it up
Made it up
Made it up in your head
Made it up
Made it up in your head