"Into The Sun" lyrics

I'm sorry but I gotta level with you now
I'm a million problems you won't figure out
'Cause nothing ever really seems to come my way
But I shoulda told you the very first day

I say it like I mean it
Not hide it like a secret
How'd I even ever fall this hard?
I say it like I mean it
And hope that you believe it
How'd I even ever get this far?

I can't believe the things that I find
Breaking the [?] till I've won
[?] ain't fun
You'd probably rather stare at the sun
I got the [?]
There's no competition when you're this cold
This ain't the way I wanted to go
But this is just the life we chose

Cannot take the credit for your misery
For it's an accolade that's really hard to beat
And I know it's something that I seem to do so naturally
But did you know that you were always free to leave?

[?]
I'm sorry it's remaining
But that's just the way my path line seems to go
You be the hero
And I'll stay the zero
'Cause we know we'll never count on me, so

I say it like I mean it
Not hide it like a secret
How'd I even ever fall this hard?
I say it like I mean it
And hope that you believe it
How'd I even ever get this far?

I can't believe the things that I find
Breaking the [?] till I've won
[?] ain't fun
You'd probably rather stare at the sun
I got the [?]
There's no competition when you're this close
This ain't the way I wanted to go
But this is just the life we chose

That's the life you chose

I say it like I mean it
Not hide it like a secret
How'd I even ever fall this hard?
I say it like I mean it
And hope that you believe it
How'd I even ever get this far?