"Pain Made Me Numb" lyrics

I don't want much I just want the shit that's owed to me
Yeah gansta gospel on this bitch
I don't want much I just want the shit that's owed to me

The last five years been feelin' real cold to me
You know you broke my heart to pieces
When I found out you stole from me
Love you like a brother
Only reason I ain't take your soul from ya
Realest out the city they put dirt on my name
People hate me just because who don't fuck with my gang
Murda stay callin' my name
Pullin, me to the streets
I wake up out my dreams

Pain made me numb see the pain in my eyes
This feelin' I been having sum that I can't describe
Pain made me numb see the pain in my eyes
This feelin' I been havin' sum that I can't describe
Now I let me go to sleep
I pray to God my soul to keep
And if I was to die
I pray to God I found my peace

I gave this bitch my heart she stabbed me right in the back
Never in a million years id think you do me like that
You had fucked one of my dawgs
How you keepin' it G?
I tried to fuck on yo big cousin
You would do it to me
My cousin threw me in the (inaudible)
Cause shit that's part of the gang
Tola Jania that I loved her she don't feel the same
I got feelings for lil diamond but I'm not with the games
Thinkin' bout Gee Money opps gotta feel my pain

Pain made me numb see the pain in my eyes
This feelin I been havin sum that I can't describe
Pain made me numb see the pain in my eyes
This feelin I been havin sum that I can't describe
Now I let me go to sleep
I pray to God my soul to keep
And if I was to die
I pray to God I found my peace