"Dark Days" lyrics
Yeah, look, yeah, look
Lately all my thoughts been dark, I can't find happy in me
Thinkin' maybe it's less stressful if I'm restin' in peace
Thinkin' when our fortune changin' we, been grindin' for three
Feel like a burden even breathin', need a sense of relief
I'm startin' to understand importance of vices, something to speak to me
On nights when life get quiet, love me numb and dull the silence
And I've been so consumed with writin' raps they find enticin'
Few lines they can live their life and recite 'em all to they likin'
Losin' sight of shit that matter though
You got Ma callin' my phone in her feelings, nigga
What the fuck done happened though?
Hearin' what she sayin' as the tears roll down my face
Talkin' 'bout how much you changin' and she don't know how to raise ya
And it ain't all on you to keep it real, I take the blame too
That's why the guilt been eatin' me whole
'Cause I left to chase my dream when you needed me most
Figured I could make it for us, move you out to the coast
Now we don't speak enough, you hit my line you ever need the cash
Trouble sleeping so I send it, nigga, every time you ask
And granny sayin' stop, you take that cash and cop the tree
But part the reason even sendin' what you needed was for me
And I know it's just selfish but it keep my guilt at ease
That even though I'm missin', I can give you something that you need
You my nigga
Bro, that shit for life, it ain't no question
I do anything to save you, tryna salvage this connection, dawg, I love you
That's on me
Hmm
No matter where you go, babe, I'll be by your soul
That's on me
Hmm
No matter how it folds, I'm never letting go
That's on me
Long talks with Allah, please clear my path from Walhalla
Lately it's filled with trauma and heavy talks with my mama
Know she question the mission, just tell her kick back, I got her
I watched her sacrifice and give the boy her last dollars
And all the nights up I woke up to the sound of your tears
Part the reason in the stew all night with all my of peers
Wanna remove all of your doubts and your fears
Lost my cousin this year
That shit changed me, for death you're never prepared
So I fear that I'm riding with the AC on no gas
Hopin' I don't breakdown, more so hoping I don't crash
'Cause this life shit crazy, you can't gauge how long it lasts
I'm still feelin' pain from all my niggas that I'm past, yeah
Been out my psyche, just know when we hit the tour
I'm hitting meth up for that ivory
So when we out performing I can have you right beside me to guide me
Like you did my whole life
Till we meet again, my nigga, for life
You hit me on my birthday, I missed the call
You sent a text like happy b-day, lil' bro, you know I wish you all the best
Never thought that shit would happen next
Thought I have time to call you back
Next day Pops call me, told me that you wasn't coming back
And that you took two in the chest
It's crazy, wish I called you back now but just sent a text
I stay up at night and regret but gotta put on for the set
Just know that your baby girl's set
And the one on the way
And I stay the course and of course I'll make sure that the family straight
I love you my nigga and that never change
Ay, no, never
Never change, never change, nigga
Never, never, never change, nigga
It's all on me
It's all on me
Lately all my thoughts been dark, I can't find happy in me
Thinkin' maybe it's less stressful if I'm restin' in peace
Thinkin' when our fortune changin' we, been grindin' for three
Feel like a burden even breathin', need a sense of relief
I'm startin' to understand importance of vices, something to speak to me
On nights when life get quiet, love me numb and dull the silence
And I've been so consumed with writin' raps they find enticin'
Few lines they can live their life and recite 'em all to they likin'
Losin' sight of shit that matter though
You got Ma callin' my phone in her feelings, nigga
What the fuck done happened though?
Hearin' what she sayin' as the tears roll down my face
Talkin' 'bout how much you changin' and she don't know how to raise ya
And it ain't all on you to keep it real, I take the blame too
That's why the guilt been eatin' me whole
'Cause I left to chase my dream when you needed me most
Figured I could make it for us, move you out to the coast
Now we don't speak enough, you hit my line you ever need the cash
Trouble sleeping so I send it, nigga, every time you ask
And granny sayin' stop, you take that cash and cop the tree
But part the reason even sendin' what you needed was for me
And I know it's just selfish but it keep my guilt at ease
That even though I'm missin', I can give you something that you need
You my nigga
Bro, that shit for life, it ain't no question
I do anything to save you, tryna salvage this connection, dawg, I love you
That's on me
Hmm
No matter where you go, babe, I'll be by your soul
That's on me
Hmm
No matter how it folds, I'm never letting go
That's on me
Long talks with Allah, please clear my path from Walhalla
Lately it's filled with trauma and heavy talks with my mama
Know she question the mission, just tell her kick back, I got her
I watched her sacrifice and give the boy her last dollars
And all the nights up I woke up to the sound of your tears
Part the reason in the stew all night with all my of peers
Wanna remove all of your doubts and your fears
Lost my cousin this year
That shit changed me, for death you're never prepared
So I fear that I'm riding with the AC on no gas
Hopin' I don't breakdown, more so hoping I don't crash
'Cause this life shit crazy, you can't gauge how long it lasts
I'm still feelin' pain from all my niggas that I'm past, yeah
Been out my psyche, just know when we hit the tour
I'm hitting meth up for that ivory
So when we out performing I can have you right beside me to guide me
Like you did my whole life
Till we meet again, my nigga, for life
You hit me on my birthday, I missed the call
You sent a text like happy b-day, lil' bro, you know I wish you all the best
Never thought that shit would happen next
Thought I have time to call you back
Next day Pops call me, told me that you wasn't coming back
And that you took two in the chest
It's crazy, wish I called you back now but just sent a text
I stay up at night and regret but gotta put on for the set
Just know that your baby girl's set
And the one on the way
And I stay the course and of course I'll make sure that the family straight
I love you my nigga and that never change
Ay, no, never
Never change, never change, nigga
Never, never, never change, nigga
It's all on me
It's all on me
