"Poison Or Patience" lyrics

Poison or patience
To make me okay
Cause I hate myself today
Every second feels the same
When I hate myself

Waking up's a rip off
I could be asleep but instead I'm here pissed off
Thinkin bout a time that I said something dumb
Shoulda caught a fat lip and then some

Maybe that would make me feel better?
Throwing up my error and I put it under pressure
Take it back
No chance, no way, never
No hope, too late

Poison or patience
To make me okay
Cause I hate myself today
Every second feels the same
When I hate myself today
I hate myself today

I don't wanna be upset anymore
Body far from my head
Spiral on the bedroom floor
I'm circling the drain, better slow it down
Fuck it never mind watch me go around
And momma I'm an internet hero
Don't pay a therapist I got my 1s and my 0s
To keep me company when I'm feeling low
Oh god I can't afford to be original

So it's poison or patience
To make me okay
Cause I hate myself today
Every second feels the same
When I hate myself today
I hate myself today
I hate myself today
I hate myself today

Oh god I hate myself today

I paid the price for change
I learned to bare the weight
Now I'm selling out for pain
And I hate myself today