"An Ocean Of It's Own" lyrics

Now the tide is rising
And I'm staring at the wake
I get this feeling inside and
I think that it might be too late
There's nothing left to confide in
The only thing concrete is this weight
So I'm stuck here deciding
How much more before I break

I can't get out
No one's around
To see me struggle for life
I'll stand alone and drown
Will I be found
Or just forgot about
Yea yea, you always pull me down
And now

My heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it's own
You said I'd never be alone
I guess I should've known

I guess I should've known
I'd be here alone
On the bottom alive stuck in the undertow
I hold my throat
As the water chokes
The silhouette of the sky I stare at from below

Feeling there's a lot that I just gotta say
Thought I had a shot but you're caught in your ways
It always was your plot, planned to cross me like a knot
Rip my heart from it's spot and toss it away
Feeling like a rock when I dropped in the waves
Keeping all my thoughts in a box hid away
Floating on the top while a drop to the bottom
With the chains me around locked to the block made of fate

My heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it's own
You said I'd never be alone
I guess I should've known

Sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it's own

I thought you understood
I thought you were here for good
I never thought you'd leave me here in a pool of my own blood
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I thought that you'd understand
You left me standing here reaching out my hand
I thought that you'd understand
I thought you'd understand (I thought you'd understand)

I'm still standing here reaching out my hand
I thought you'd understand (I thought you'd understand)

My heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it's own
You said I'd never be alone
I guess I should've known

Sinking like a stone
In an ocean of it's own