"What I Get" lyrics

Why do I
Do I open up my heart
For your teeth to rip apart
That's just what I get, that's what I get
And why do I always sacrifice control
Going down the same black hole
That's just what I get, that's what I get
That's just what I get, that's what I get

I see behind a thousand lies that you try to hide
I bleed inside you left your knife but I'm still alive
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you watch me die
Life or death a bullet to the chest
I'd do it again

Just when I think I've cut you out
You come with open arms to drag me down

So why do I
Do I open up my heart
For your teeth to rip apart
That's just what I get, that's what I get
And why do I always sacrifice control
Going down the same black hole
That's just what I get, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I get

You lit a fire then left me out in the cold
You saw me dying didn't offer a hand to hold
You got me higher but lately I'm feeling low
I look into your eyes and my heart is turned to stone
Cuz over and over I go under just to discover that
It never mattered where I went because I'm coming back
And in the end you're the only Xanax I had
Cuz thinking of leaving is giving me panic attacks

Just when I think I've cut you out
You come with open arms to drag me down

So why do I
Do I open up my heart
For your teeth to rip apart
That's just what I get, that's what I get
And why do I always sacrifice control
Going down the same black hole
That's just what I get, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I get

That's what I get, that's what I get
(That's what I get, that's what I get)
(That's what I get, that's what I get)